hi abiogenesis

exploding homophones & carahanni

relocation?

to here?: http://carahnaseemexploded.tumblr.com ?
okgo

this is hard to uphold

and anyway so is life

i feel as if i lack the soma
and as if my throat has been constricted
to all but
your honey.

there is nothing here.
i have forgotten the taste of your words.
and i have forgotten what it means to
drink milk correctly
without it bleaching your skin.

let us have a moment of silence for this life.
and now onto the next.

would you please remake my body?
would you please unwrite this?

break your body over my face

the book is being written.

none of the things below are being written.
except maybe the death book will be printed out
and hand stitched by me
and then thrown into the air so it can fall all around me.
[[camera zooms to poignant girlface
and accidental papercuts.]]

the book will be beautiful.
submerged under milk.
i am glad to be writing part of it.
the book will be printed in a limited edition
printed in squid’s ink and mollusk purple
onto gorgeous manna
which you eat
and then take all the words into yourself.

the world, though, has exploded.
but it’s okay.
all is music, and i am a busy bee.
but always there are words.

there are times when i feel flooding love inside me
and i want to pour it over your head
but where are you.

also

gustav klimt

denotation

i feel as if i have no teeth.
or that all my teeth got knocked back
into my lungs.

or:
i feel as if
i am afraid of dental dams.
i am afraid of dental dams.

alias
derek piotr crofut
[[he hails from crooklyn now]]

I AM AFRAID OF DENTAL DAMS.

fall through space.
you’re not supposed to.
but just fall through.

i am pushing my bones at you, don’t you understand?
no, i am not being confrontational. you’re simply being passive aggressive.
i’ll put the gold over my eyes so i cannot see.
want a light?

nagoya marimbas.

this means nothing.
denotes –> nothing.